Saturday, August 18, 2012

Ramadhan is leaving

Ramadhan is leaving. How time flies..
Ppl sibuk nak raya, aku sibuk nak puasa.
Ya Allah, kalau boleh mintak dipanjangkan lagi bulan Ramadhan tahun ni :'(
Sungguh, bila dah tahu erti sebenar berpuasa, rasa sayang nak tinggalkan. 
Rasa rugi sebab tak buat ibadah banyak2.
This month, bulan yang paling tenang utk aku.
Bulan yg plg bahagia utk aku.
Subhanallah. I miss the moment;
when I stay up late at night just to perform solat Terawih.
when I was performing the longest solat sunat in my life: 21 rakaat. 
when I recite Qur'an so khusyu' till I can't hear someone's calling me.
when I waking up at 3 a.m just to watch Mekah's ppl performing Terawih.
when I hear the Imam crying when reciting Qur'an in his pray.
and when I was crying in my pray, hoping for the best in future.
Ya Allah, moga doa yg aku pohon dapat dikabulkan.
Moga hidupku selepas ini sama seperti hidupku di bulan Ramadhan.
Allah, I miss Ramadhan.
The moment when I just know how to laugh,
the moment when I forgot all the problems,
and the moment when I know You're there besides me.