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credit to: Miss Ran
I have no guts anymore. It hurts damn much. Realising that my life was nothing more than just a lie. I tried to change, and now I'm still. Alhamdulillah, my faith is still there. InshaAllah, forever will. O Allah, please keep my faith in me. Keep my faith remain inside me.
To be honest, I hate myself. I was once a bad person. and I'm now still. How I wish I could kill myself for not being thankful. Allah had planned everything for me, and all that I did was rant, rant and rant. Keep yelling over and over. I used to hate people, and now people are hating me. I used to put my love ones away, and now they're putting me away. I used to hurt people's feeling, and now people are hurting mine. Karma, really rock right?
I then decided to change;
Take the good side of people.
Keep smiling when my heart was trembling.
Take the bright side of everything. everything.
I listen to people rants, about their suckiest life.
Cheers them when they had problems like I'd never had one.
Ignoring the people who hate me, treat them like they did nothing to me.
But in the end, it was nothing more than useless.
It turn out in the opposite direction.
Karma.
Yin and Yang.
You get what you give.
What comes around goes around.
BLA BLA BLA..
I was fool because I trusted it.
Well, other people should. But not me.
I used to trust it, but everything was.. pfftt..
After all,
Well, it was a test. From Allah.
He wants to know how far can I stay in His path.
With my faith guiding me. InshaAllah. He knows better.
Wishing for some strength. Gaining some hopes.
Everything looks beautiful, if I try to look on the opposite site.
May Allah bless us. InshaAllah. Amin.
