"Invisible"

I take these pills to make me thin
I dye my hair, and cut my skin
I try everything, to make them see me
But all they see, is someone that's not me

Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Here inside, my quiet hell
You cannot hear, my cries for help
I try everything, to make them see me
But every one, sees what I can't be

Sometimes when I'm alone
I pretend that I'm a queen
It's almost believable

Past tells everything.
Here:  http://expertmeecelup.blogspot.com/2013/02/invisible.html